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04:13pm 02/01/2006
  Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? yes i always wanted to
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? ya probably
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? yup
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? yes
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Walk on hot coals? dont think so
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? i am
13. Wear plaid with stripes? yeah
14. IM a stranger: sure
15. Sing karaoke? YES PLEASE
16. Get drunk off your ass? ..yes please
17. Shoplift? i have
18. Run a red light? no
19. Star in a porn video? u never no How much money would i get?
20. Dye your hair blue? yep, and i have
21. Be on Survivor? YA
22. Wear makeup in public? yes
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes
24. Cheat on a test? YA
25. Make someone cry?yes
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? someitmes i would like to but no
27. Kick a baby? never
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? YA... there the sexiest ..o thanks annabelle "fucking ruiner"
29. Cuss out a priest? hell no
30. Take a job as a janitor? yes
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? thats pretty much all i wear
32. Stay up all through the night? ya if i was on drugs
 
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03:58pm 02/01/2006
  I AM: TIRED
I WANT: weed
I HAVE: a headache
I WISH: i was warm
I HATE: bitching
I MISS: my friends
I FEAR: failing
I HEAR: the tv
I SEARCH: i have no idea
I WONDER: about alot of stuff
I REGRET: ALOT OF THINGS
I LOVE: everyone i know pretty much
I ACHE: YA i guess
I ALWAYS: have a headache
I AM NOT: stupid
I DANCE: yes please?
I SING: all the time
I CRY: alot like a dumb ass
I AM NOT ALWAYS: wrong
I WRITE: ya i right i dont get it
I WIN: not usually
I LOSE: my sense
I CONFUSE: everyone including my self
I NEED: to do art
I SHOULD: me no no
SIGN: cancer
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown
EYE COLOR: hazel < HA ARAPAIE silly girl... brown
BIRTHPLACE: la
( FAMILY )
PARENTS: yes i ahve 2
SIBLINGS: mi sorella
LIVE WITH: my family
FAVORITE RELATIVE: aunt uncle
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: green
DAY: no day
MONTH: june
SONG: me no no
ALBUM: to many
FOOD: i am going through a fase where i like yams..i dont get it
SEASON: summer
SPORT: SPORTS ARE DUMB!!
DRINK: tea
VEGGIE: tomatoes
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? ...SEX
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? neither
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark just like the way i like my men...O SHIT!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? No
HELPED SOMEONE? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? yes i puked cause of dumb ass migraines
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? umm.. this one?
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? no kinda no...i dunno my vaginas a black whole...dont ask
i feel nothing for anyone anymore except for...i dont wasnna get into it
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no THANK GOD
MISSED SOMEONE? no
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
 
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12:11pm 25/12/2005
  SO things HAVE BEEN REALLY SHITTY! I feel like utter shit but i am sure it will be ok eventually... i am optomistic I really like this certain someone and i really cant wait til unno stuff starts happening. DAMN I HAVENT touched anyone In like a month...haha whatever i think i am gonna be sober and celebit ...YES! jk i dont no i am on crack no i am not but i kinda want some right now JK but with all this stress i think i am breaking..  
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10:49am 23/12/2005
  My grandpa died with two priest in the room. It made my grandmother feel good , so i am glad.  
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03:56pm 22/12/2005
  The priest just got to my grandna's house, he is going to give my grandpa last rights.  
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02:03pm 18/12/2005
  FUCK IT ....I am just gonna go for it ........ya  
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11:46am 17/12/2005
  Some of my otherwise brilliant and productive friends ( like

scoundrels and their flags) take final refuge in character

assassinations;they ignore the issue and the relation between

our consumption and brutality. So you can go ahead and roll

your eyes and marginalize me , socially penalize me:play on my

insecurities. And you can feign ignorance, but you're not stupid,

you're just selfish. And I kinda thought we all shared common

threads in that we gravitated here to challenge the conventions

we've been fed by a culture that treats creatures like machines.

And if you buy that shit then how long 'till it's me who serves as

your commodity? Through institutionalized violence and oppression

of workers and women raped by sexism. Do you still insist on

feigning indignance to reason? To collective self-interest? Tell

you what - I'll call you on your shit, please call me on mine. Then

we can grow together and make this shit-hole planet better in time

So why not consider some one else : stop consuming animals
 
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07:27pm 06/12/2005
  ... i feel violated...i think?  
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06:57pm 05/12/2005
  I dont want to exist.....



i just want to watch people.....
 
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03:42pm 03/12/2005
  so last night we went to hollywood we kicked wiht jrock and some other fools..and this one horny ass mother fucker and we were suppose to drink which i was down for but we wanted to wait for Quin and she got there at like 11 and we stayed at hollywood till about 1 walked back to quins fell asleep listening to micheal jackson and dancing to italian opera (woot!,woot!). The we woke up to her brother who likes to bang on things. So it was a good friday now i have to be a good student and write my papers....PEACE

o ya and these cops like shined this fucking light in our mother fucking eyes but it was chill cause jrock is chill with the cops cause he was in the air force damn i gotta go in to the air force ..Naw
 
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09:27pm 28/11/2005
  2 names you go by:
1. carrie
2. vagina face

2 parts of your heritage:
1. italian
2. portugese

2 things that scare you:
1. mayo
2. tight spaces

2 of your everyday essentials:
1. music
2. friends
[i agreed with Jason and PEPE for both of these]

2 things that you are wearing right now:
1. annabelles underwear
2. a old shirt

2 favorite songs (at the moment):
1.
2

2 things you want in a relationship (other than real love):
1. appreciation
2. mad sex
(and lots more) <-- [i agree with Jason here too]

2 truths:
1. i would like two have a penis one day
2. i dont have a vagina

2 physical traits in the opposite sex that appeal to you:
1. nice hair
2. pretty eyes

2 of your favorite hobbies:
1. bowling and playing DDR
2. fucking up my life

2 things you want really badly:
1. a car
2.a zoot suit

2 places you want to go on vacation:(currently)
1. enngland for the men
2. jamaica for th emen

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. to respect myself
2. be completely sober

2 ways you are stereotypically a dude/chick:
1. I lIKE MEN???
2. ...


2 things you are thinking about right now:
1. a boy what new
2. Marco Polo

2 stores you shop at:
1. whole foods
2.co-op ean please

2 people you would like to do:
1. you
2. your mom
 
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09:33am 13/11/2005
  I finally slept last night i had been up for two days damn ...i think i party hard HAHHA it was aewsome  
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06:00pm 09/11/2005
  I PIERCED CAROLINA's EAR!!! SKILLLSSS

Look at yourself, you're living the same
Locked behind walls that your brother has made
You were born in a box, you work in a box, you live in a box AND YOU'LL DIE IN A BOX
So much more that's outside your sphere
But you walk on by never knowing how near
So much more than the walls do show
But if you're not very careful then you'll never know!
 
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02:20pm 06/11/2005
  ima get fucked up....ooo shiittt!  
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01:24pm 06/11/2005
  wow if you think about it everyone is a selfish bitch. how exciting  
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07:30pm 01/11/2005
  maybe i can make a little difference this is my chance....  
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07:28pm 01/11/2005
  damn i need something good in my life  
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09:41am 30/10/2005
  WISH ME LUCK I WANT THIS SOOO BAD!!!  
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07:09pm 09/10/2005
  I am changing what is not right  
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07:08pm 09/10/2005
  I can do what I want
I'm in complete control
That's what I tell myself
I got a mind of my own
I'll be alright alone
Don't need anybody else
I gave myself a good talkin' to
No more bein' a fool for you
And when I see you all I remember
Is how you make me wanna surrender
Damn your eyes
For takin' my breath away
Makin' me wanna stay
Damn your eyes
For getting my hopes up high
Makin' me fall in love again
Damn your eyes
It's always the same
You say that you'll change
Some how you never do
I believe all your lies
Look in your eyes
You make it all seem true
I guess I see what I wanna see
Or is my heart just deceiving me
And with that look I know so well
I fall completely under your spell

You came deliberately deceiving me
Makin' me see what I wanna see